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Friday, July 27, 2007

Here's your moment to shine. I'll take you there and back again.

Live your life, so the preacher
doesn't have to lie at your funeral.

is anybody satisfied with who they really are?
you could be the moon
and still be jealous of the stars.

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Be thankful for what you have;
you'll end up having more.
If you concentrate on what you don't have,
you will never, ever have enough.
-Oprah Winfrey

My biggest fear is to never go anywhere
in this world and to never make a big
enough impact to change people's lives.

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Fred Weasley-forever loved

You don't have a soul.
You are a Soul.
You have a body.

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HP trio

 

 


Saturday, February 10, 2007

Why Is Everything So FUCKED Up.. ?

 

every long lost dream lead me to where
you are. others who broke my heart,
they were like northern stars pointing
me on my way into your loving arms.

do what you feel in your heart to be right -
for you'll be criticized anyway. you`ll be
damned if you do, and
damned if you don't.
- Eleanor Roosevelt <3

I'm done playing these games with my heart
I've been around the world and back for you,
and now its time to choose.
I've been swallowed by this wreck that you call your life.
I'm damaged from the inside. I've been broken.
Don't threaten me with what you think I feel.
If you could read my mind you'd be in
tears.
I'm sick of your excuses you hold above me.
I've finally come to terms with what I am.
I'm nothing in your eyes, and this will not change.
I'm living in a dream.

Memory Lane,
We're here again,
Back to the days,
And I'll remember you always,
So much has changed.

With you, it's like I held on for some reason, even
though every inch of me just wanted to let you go.

i guess you could say you helped me through it.
well, you could also say you caused this.
thoughts of you occupied my mind
and though you don't know it,
i think of those memories of us all the time.

Dare to live the life you have dreamed for yourself. Go forward and make your dreams come true. --Ralph Waldo Emerson

Know what's weird? Day by day, nothing seems to change, but pretty soon...everything's different.  --Calvin from Calvin and Hobbes

A thousand miles seems pretty far,
but they've got planes & trains & cars.
I'd walk to you if I had no other way

nobody ever said it was easy.
your friends will leave.
people will die.
others will go behind your back.
& the ones you loved most
will change just in a blink of an eye . .

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If only you had taken my hand,
I would have given you the world

you have no idea how hard it is
to pretend that i'm okay with it..

 Eventually you learn how to hold back tears
and pretend that you don't care.

times have changed, and so have i.

don't ask me what's wrong.
I won't even know.

all i want to do is be able to look at you
[&] not feel the pain of the memories of the
times i once knew.

you gotta take some c.h.a.n.c.e.s
you gotta [r][i][s][k] it all
you gotta close your eyes and JUMP
because it might be worth the
FALL

she smiles like everyone expects her to,
shes living up to the expectation of
never letting anything get to her.
but something's wrong with that smile today.
congratulations, kid. you got to her.

I wish I could help you,
but, these days, it seems like I'm so fucked up myself
that all I can do is relate and pray to god that
You end up happy


 


Thursday, January 25, 2007

Love Lead Me On.

 

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over the past year, i've learned so much
about love & life. & even if i could, i
wouldn't take back all the things i've
that i've done because they got me here,
to this moment

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she's beautiful, but she'll
never admit it. music makes
her world go round, literally.
friends are her everything.
she's afraid of being alone.
when she smiles her whole
face lights up. & her heart
has been broken by a guy
who doesn't like her anymore
and you know what?
she still bares

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Smile;
It might not help you feel better
But it`ll stop people from asking whats wrong.

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it turns out,
sometimes you have to do the wrong thing.
Sometimes you have to make a big mistake
to figure out how to make things right.
mistakes are painful,
but they're the only way to find out
who you really are.

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When she's silent,
that's when you know something's wrong.
Cause she's always the one to get in trouble
for talking to her friends
& telling secrets about the girl sitting across from her
& screaming I love you in the halls.
So when she's not talking, there's a problem.

So tell me now if I should
give up or try harder;
I'd rather stop now
than fall even farther.

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with my heart in your hand
should i be
scared
or should i come closer?
but its still beating
and im still breathing,
you havent hurt me yet

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I tried my best to fight the atmosphere,
to think the happy thoughts that leave the phone lines clear.
I see
Arizona stars from here, but Peter Pan is miles away.

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she lies in the grass staring up at the sky.
wondering what happened to her life.

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I hate the girls who say they're ugly when they're not.
I hate the girls who say they're fat when they're not.
Because by doing that, I bet there's a million girls, who would give anything to go up to them and say:
"Just shut the fuck up already, and stop lying. I bet people would kill to be that fucking pretty, and that fucking skinny. GET OVER YOURSELF!"

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did you know that Cinderella didn't have

to take her dress off to win her prince?

She had Romance without Regrets,

and she didn't lose anything that

she couldn't get back the next morning.

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i find it impossible
to sit in class taking notes
without scribbling hearts on my paper
and thinking about you.

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i want a boy that would
shove ice cream in my face
who would wrestle with me
show me off to his friends & family
who treats me with respect
who calls me at four in the morning
just to tell me that he loves me
who sings to me, even when he can't
who could break my heart
but would never dream of it

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You gave me back something I thought I lost;; feelings I thought I'd never feel again.

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I'm here, I'm waiting.
I think I'd be good for you,
and you'd be good for me too.

sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

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HE: Do you mind if I sit down?
SHE: Do you mind if i say no?
HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.
HE: I'm a photographer. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been lookin for a face like yours.
HE: Hi. Didnt we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.
HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

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so.. you want a heart? you don't know how
[ lucky ] you are not to have one. hearts will
never be practical until the day they can be
made --> U N B R E A K A B L
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I want sunshine, & beach hair,
& the smell of coconuts & salt water
& sand all over. I wanna drive 90
with all the windows down, & float in the pool.
I wanna party with my best friends.
I wanna watch fireworks & lay on the front lawn
looking at the stars.
I want an adventure everyday
I want the morning after around a kitchen table,
laughing about the night before,
I want the next day with my friends on the front porch.
I want summer

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i'm going where the sun keeps shining
through the pouring rain.
going where the weather suits my clothes.
backing off the northeast wind,
sailing on a summer breeze,
and skipping over the ocean like a stone.

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I'll be waking up
to another day filled with life's mistakes,
And the ones that lingered from the day before.
All the blanks I've drawn,
All the times I've shared,
All the times that I've been unprepared.
All the songs I've sang that I just can't explain.

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don't walk away
& pretend;
pretend i'm that easy to get over.

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i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had
to never give up, to believe in
myself, but most of all, fight for myself

 


Thursday, December 28, 2006

 

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it's not about what i feel for you
it's about what I don't feel for
anyone but you 

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i HOPE iN THE END --
WE CAN LAUGH && SAY
iTWASWORTHiT ...<3 

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& we'll be the winter romance
that everyone else wishes they had.

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when you kissed me that night
i couldnt help but think this is exactly what i want

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i'm ready to go all in.
i'm jumping head first
for this one. i'm doing
it all for you. i trust you.

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Class is dead, darling;
it died with the dinosaurs.
It traded it's pearls & white wine
for a MySpace & Corona.
Welcome to the 21st century;
Would you like fries with that?

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I know a lot of people know who he is,

but I also know there are not that many

who got to see the guy that I did and that guy,

well, I'll never forget him...never.

I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him

and I wouldn't change a thing about it.

Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these

in order to make it through.

Besides, no matter what he's done or not done

he had the biggest impact on me.

And, I know, no matter how many years go by...

my stomach is going to do a little flip when I see that face again.

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she's got this subtle beauty;
where she knows what you're thinking
but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out

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Your first love.
You know who I am talking about because
I bet you read the words "first love"
&that one boy came into your mind.
There is nothing like that first boy

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For everything that you
have missed you have
gained something else.
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

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she's not ready to love someone that much again
but she's met him and now it's too late

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i hate to admit it
but i honestly don't think i'll find
anyone quite like you.
i can be anything with you.
dirty, sweet, innocent, funny, smart.
and you let me.
no one else does that.
i think i might be in love.

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you're beautiful baby, from the outside in.
chase your dreams but always know the road
that will lead you home again.
Go on, take on this whole world
but to me you know you'll always be
my little girl.

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Dear God,
It's your little girl again.
I have some things to say,
You see this world were living in.
It isn't all that great,
The bombs are dropping,
The kids are starving,
The women are slaving away,
Children are crying,
Teens are dieing.
And our parents don't seem to care.
Drugs are our gateway.
Drinkings our only safe.
Suicide rates are higher.
But we still all say were okay.
God I have some questions:
Why aren't you stopping it.
Why are we dieing.
Why are we just wasting away.
Why can't we be okay?
I'm crying out for help you see.
Lord. Please. Help.

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i feel wonderful
because i see the love lighting in your eyes
and the wonder of it all
is that you just realize how much i love you.
and i say :
my darling, you look beautiful tonight.

 


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She just began to cry, just crying.
The deep and ugly kind,
the kind you lose yourself in,
thanking God no one has to see how rubbed
and blotched your face becomes
though some detached part of you
also wishes there were someone to see you now,
to see and understand how sad you are at heart.
They don't see it and of course
you would never
show them.


CoMmEnTs...

 

 

 


Thursday, December 14, 2006

Love Me. Love Me. Say That You Love Me. Fool Me. Fool Me. Go On And Fool Me.

 

 

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You think I look the best when my hair is a mess.
I can't believe you exist, but I could get used to this.

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yet, they still don't care
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Because they know they're idiots too
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every girl should have a guy like you ;
someone so sweet that there`s
nothing
he won`t do to make you smile &
brighten up your day like call you up
just to see if you`re okay..

Lets kiss in the rain
& lets hug when everyone is watching.
lets laugh under the stars
and promise to be together forever

i wasn't even looking for it, i didn't even care.
but somehow it happend. i fell in love.
i fell in love with you.

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people ask me why it's so hard to trust people
& I ask them...why is it so hard to keep a promise?

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It's about time she fell for someone who really deserves her. Someone who will put her on a pedestal, treat her like a queen, be everything for her. Someone who will truly love her back.

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Letting someone in sometimes means
abandoning the walls you've spent
your whole life building.

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Me? I'm Scared Of Everything.
Im scared of what i saw! Im scared of what i did! Of who I am!
Most of all im scared of walking out of this room
and never feeling the rest of my whole life
the way that i feel when im with you!
-Dirty Dancing

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just wait, one day. someones going to walk right into your life,
and make you realize why it never worked out,
with anyone else.

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it's funny how we set expectations
for the right person to love, while
at the back or our minds we know
that our true love will be an
e x c e p t i o n .

i believe we write our own stories & each time we think we know the end, we don't.

perhaps luck exists somewhere between the world of planning,

the world of chance, & from the peace that comes from knowing that you just can't have it all.

life's funny that way. once you let go of the wheel,

you might end up right where you belong.
* Little Black Book *

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the greatest feeling in the world is to be around
someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss
your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to
call you at night, wants to see you smile. but
i think whats better than that, is finding someone
that does it all, because he wants to see you happy.

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sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever

there'll be two dates
on your tombstone
everyone will read them
but the only thing that matters
is the little dash in between

and sometimes at night she lays
in her bed  thinking about him and wonders
if she ever keeps him a w a k e

i thought maybe we could
make ginger bread houses,
and eat cookie dough . then go ice skating
and maybe even hold hands!
<3
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you were given this life;
because your strong enough to live it.

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believe nothing you hear
half of what you see
&& everything you feel <3

the challenge is to be yourself,
in a world where people try to make
you just like everyone else.

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imperfection is beauty. madness is genius
&& it's better to be absolutley ridiculous than
absolutely boring.

But young love is adorable;
the kind where a boy will do anything
to sit next to that girl that he's had
his eye on since the first day he met her.

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the thing that would seriously make my day the best
would be one of those slow-motion
looks in the hallway
with the sweetest boy ever
and to just smile
and to just know
that we should basically be together
even if its not forever.

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And I do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes,

and if the silence takes you then I hope it takes me too.

So brown eyes i'll hold you near

'cause you're the only song I want to hear;
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere...

where soul meets body

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And boy,
it scares the hell out of me,
knowing I may never get over you.

my world was suddenly wide and limitless,
as vast as the sky and stars I'd been
dazzled by earlier, and it all started there
with the door he was holding open for me.

 

 



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